I don't know why I love my words "Life is like a game and you are the player so you should know what you will do to be the winner! Damn! Does it mean I feel like that too? Yeah some... perhaps.. OK life is like a game. I feel like I am played by my own life.. Do I feel happy during this time? Yes maybe but NO 100%!! (BIG NO). so when I can get my actually happiness?? Do I have to wait 10 or 100 or 1000........... years?